Ugh, Arg, Pooey, etc.
That's how I am feeling right now!
I have a pretty big decision to make. It wasn't this hard last year. I don't know why my mind can not be made up. It's like I'm on a roller coaster, going up and down, up and down. It's seriously stressing me out. One minute I'm thinking I've made up my mind and then 15 minutes later, I've changed it again.
Next week contracts for next school year are supposed to be coming out. I.have.no.idea.what.I'm.going.to.do. I don't want to assume that I'll be getting a contract because you never know what could happen. However, if I do, I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
There are pros and cons to each option. Mind boggling, headache causing, mumbo jumbo.
I'm praying for guidance, answers, signs, anything.
It's so much easier when everything is clear!
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
"I'm so Scared.."
Today was a very interesting day!
I've been a bit submerged into the "act like an adult" world, which means I did my own taxes. Scariest. Thought. Ever. However, with the help of good ole' TurboTax, it was pretty painless only minor bumps and bruises. The funniest part of the whole process was trying to electronically sign my tax forms using the IRS Pin. I had no idea in the world what it was, so I went through the process of trying to retrieve it by going through the security questions. I kept getting told that I wasn't entering my information in correctly and it was starting to bug me. I ended up having to call the IRS and get it from them. Guess what I found out? According to the Social Security Administration and the IRS I was not born in 1987, but instead 1988!!!! I immediately called my mom to ask if she was sure I was born in 87' where she proceeded to say "...I gave birth to you, don't know you think I know when that happened?" So, I need to call them and get it straightened up but it's basically like I got a whole year back in life! Nevertheless, I was pretty darn impressed with myself for being able to file my taxes like an 'adult'. It's QUITE the accomplishment for me! I didn't even have to call my mother once (for the actual forms). Now let's just hope that everything goes through smoothly!
This morning shortly after school started I was approached by a co-worker asking me if I wanted to try walrus. I immediately became nervous but that idea was enough to make me very curious! About an hour later when I was taking my kiddos to the bathroom she came and told me that I need to go see the Cup'ik teachers so that I could try it. My curiosity spiked again and I went to go get a piece to try. When I got to their room they were cutting it up into little pieces. I think they were both eager to see my reaction! I kept telling them "I'm so scared to try..." and was told in return "You better not be scared to try! It's good." So I braved up and took and small piece dipped it in some salt (as advised) and tried it. It.was.very.chewy!!! It had a very distinct flavor and I was glad that I went ahead and tried it. Another awesome memory to hold on to!
Next post, BFG project pictures... : )
I've been a bit submerged into the "act like an adult" world, which means I did my own taxes. Scariest. Thought. Ever. However, with the help of good ole' TurboTax, it was pretty painless only minor bumps and bruises. The funniest part of the whole process was trying to electronically sign my tax forms using the IRS Pin. I had no idea in the world what it was, so I went through the process of trying to retrieve it by going through the security questions. I kept getting told that I wasn't entering my information in correctly and it was starting to bug me. I ended up having to call the IRS and get it from them. Guess what I found out? According to the Social Security Administration and the IRS I was not born in 1987, but instead 1988!!!! I immediately called my mom to ask if she was sure I was born in 87' where she proceeded to say "...I gave birth to you, don't know you think I know when that happened?" So, I need to call them and get it straightened up but it's basically like I got a whole year back in life! Nevertheless, I was pretty darn impressed with myself for being able to file my taxes like an 'adult'. It's QUITE the accomplishment for me! I didn't even have to call my mother once (for the actual forms). Now let's just hope that everything goes through smoothly!
This morning shortly after school started I was approached by a co-worker asking me if I wanted to try walrus. I immediately became nervous but that idea was enough to make me very curious! About an hour later when I was taking my kiddos to the bathroom she came and told me that I need to go see the Cup'ik teachers so that I could try it. My curiosity spiked again and I went to go get a piece to try. When I got to their room they were cutting it up into little pieces. I think they were both eager to see my reaction! I kept telling them "I'm so scared to try..." and was told in return "You better not be scared to try! It's good." So I braved up and took and small piece dipped it in some salt (as advised) and tried it. It.was.very.chewy!!! It had a very distinct flavor and I was glad that I went ahead and tried it. Another awesome memory to hold on to!
Next post, BFG project pictures... : )
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Keepin' it Alive.
Thursday was my first funeral that I've attended here in Chevak. In fact, it's the first funeral that I've since my dad passed away in 2009.
It took a lot of thought for me to decide to go. I had never met the person that passed away but I knew many members of his family since I've been here in Chevak. I didn't want it to come off as disrespectful for me to show up to a funeral for a person that I don't even know. I wanted to be able though to show my support to the family since they've been so welcoming/helpful to me since I've been here. After much thought, I decided that I'd go for the family.
It was hard for me. It was also different. I'm not Catholic so there were aspects that I wasn't familiar with. I found myself getting choked up many times throughout the service.
Many of the family members went up to speak. There were two things that really hit me. The first thing that I heard that I'm sure I've heard a million times, but this time it actually really hit me. She said "It's okay to cry..". The second thing that I had heard from a different family member was "Keep him alive in your hearts, with your memories". It was such a positive message to hear at a time when there is usually so much sadness.
It reminded me that no matter where you end up, you can keep people/memories/events alive within your heart. Even if you can't physically be there with them or be in that place.
When I'm missing home or my family or friends, I can keep the memories alive within my heart. That's pretty comforting for me...
It took a lot of thought for me to decide to go. I had never met the person that passed away but I knew many members of his family since I've been here in Chevak. I didn't want it to come off as disrespectful for me to show up to a funeral for a person that I don't even know. I wanted to be able though to show my support to the family since they've been so welcoming/helpful to me since I've been here. After much thought, I decided that I'd go for the family.
It was hard for me. It was also different. I'm not Catholic so there were aspects that I wasn't familiar with. I found myself getting choked up many times throughout the service.
Many of the family members went up to speak. There were two things that really hit me. The first thing that I heard that I'm sure I've heard a million times, but this time it actually really hit me. She said "It's okay to cry..". The second thing that I had heard from a different family member was "Keep him alive in your hearts, with your memories". It was such a positive message to hear at a time when there is usually so much sadness.
It reminded me that no matter where you end up, you can keep people/memories/events alive within your heart. Even if you can't physically be there with them or be in that place.
When I'm missing home or my family or friends, I can keep the memories alive within my heart. That's pretty comforting for me...
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Reading Madness and Update
I should be posting about 100th day activities but I got behind on my calendar and we have 6 more days. I'm sure that I could really just add the days (my kiddos have been so excited about it, I'm sure they wouldn't mind) but we're just going to stick it out the last few days.
We've been in quite the reading frenzy in my classroom. Today and Yesterday I spent a lot of time re-assessing my kids in fluency and comprehension. It's been over a month since I last did it, and it was time. I. WAS. AMAZED. In only a little over a month there is a HUGE gain in their reading skills. Now, I'm able to see the big and very clear picture. I spent time today setting goals for each of the kiddos and I'm so excited to see them continue on this journey! Gah, my little readers!
I'm two weeks into the class that I decided to take this semester. I've had to talk myself out from dropping it twice now. I'm just feeling like I don't really have all the time to thoroughly invest in it. I'm going to stick it out and hope that I'm able to put forth more effort into it.
We are also getting to that time where contracts will come out. I've been really trying to think of all my options when it comes to this decision. I'm just having a hard time wrapping my mind about it. I don't know what the Lord has in store for me for the future..but I'm hoping for some guidance here soon.
I have some pictures I need to add, that'll be for my next post! : )
We've been in quite the reading frenzy in my classroom. Today and Yesterday I spent a lot of time re-assessing my kids in fluency and comprehension. It's been over a month since I last did it, and it was time. I. WAS. AMAZED. In only a little over a month there is a HUGE gain in their reading skills. Now, I'm able to see the big and very clear picture. I spent time today setting goals for each of the kiddos and I'm so excited to see them continue on this journey! Gah, my little readers!
I'm two weeks into the class that I decided to take this semester. I've had to talk myself out from dropping it twice now. I'm just feeling like I don't really have all the time to thoroughly invest in it. I'm going to stick it out and hope that I'm able to put forth more effort into it.
We are also getting to that time where contracts will come out. I've been really trying to think of all my options when it comes to this decision. I'm just having a hard time wrapping my mind about it. I don't know what the Lord has in store for me for the future..but I'm hoping for some guidance here soon.
I have some pictures I need to add, that'll be for my next post! : )
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